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[ Wednesday :: April 8th, 2009 :: 4:22pm] |
As complex and confusing my life is at the moment, I must admit; things are not that bad.
For example, I could be the son being shot by his mom while at a gunnery range. Or I could be part of the Italy earthquake and be dead. Or, I could be a victim at Binghampton.
Oh, and did I mention the numerous airplane incidents we've had? There's the crash in Montana, or the turbulance emergency landing in Sacramento, oh and there was that one incident in New York where the plane crashed and killed the guy standing in his backyard.
Okay, now I'm too lazy to link more articles, but there's also: Sandra Cantu, and the officers killed in Oakland, AND Pittsburgh (wtf man?), and the kicker of them all: woman assaulting her boyfriend because of a PORCELAIN TURTLE. Actually, the article's not clear, but still- a turtle was the key object.
I've given up hope in humanity. Not to add to the cynicism, but there truly is no hope. We've all gotten too greedy, selfish uncontrollable. I fear the end of the world is near. It's not really the end of the world I fear, but rather knowing that there's nothing within my power to stop it. But, IF I could, I wouldn't. This world is destined, and long over due, for change.
Shit happens. But so much overwhelming shit in a short period of time? Is this coincidental, or possibly a sign to be prepared? So, as shitty as your life may be; enjoy it. I mean, at least you weren't one of those police officers, or the innocent little girl killed and stuffed in a suitcase. Enjoy life. Who cares if you fail a midterm or if your boyfriend leaves you? You're alive! Classes, and boys come and go, but living is only once. Live; live happy and live well.
I should listen to my preaching.
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[ Tuesday :: April 8th, 2008 :: 2:20pm] |
I was looking back in the "pre-teen" years of my life and came to a conclusion: most of my friends were online forum people. You know, back in the Elven, Protagonist or Matazone days. I didn't have many "in-school" friends back in middle school. I had some, but not many I could trust. Then I remembered, most of my friends were people I met through forums. So, I went through my LJ list and searched for people via facebook, couldn't find most people, but I tried. I just want to see how everyone's doing. I remember back in the Elven days, Liz and I were still middle schoolers/almost high schoolers. Most of the people were on the same boat. I've always wondered where everyone went for college or for life in general.
The one friend I tried looking for basically fell off the face of the internet world, but that's okay. There was this one person who IMed me every day and pretty much listened through every angsty rant I had. So, if any of you remember Zhi Wei, I'd totally appreciate if you'd tell him to message me.
Ah, nostalgia...
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[ Wednesday :: March 26th, 2008 :: 2:49pm] |
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I think I want to go to culinary school.
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[ Saturday :: March 8th, 2008 :: 9:24am] |
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I think something is wrong with my brain. I keep having sharp headaches that last for hours/days. My vision is continuously getting worse. My head tells me to eat after I had just eaten a meal. And on top of that I study for hours, but nothing stays. I think I might be failing physics and I lost my A in calculus because I don't do the homework. Ugh. I, so, cannot handle two extensive labs back-to-back.
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[ Sunday :: January 27th, 2008 :: 7:21pm] |
Jonathan brought me dinner!
... and it was pasta!
Bwhahahahaha =)
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[ Monday :: November 12th, 2007 :: 12:03am] |
:(
There are only TWO level 3 calc classes. ... both are in the morning.
There are only TWO engineering physics classes. ... also, in the morning.
Ughhh. I'm not a morning person!!!
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[ Wednesday :: October 10th, 2007 :: 12:51am] |
All I want on my birthday is rain.
And snow.
Seeing as how the latter is impossible in the fucking bay area, I would greatly appreciate rain. Not wussy droplets but real, heavy rain. Kind of like the rain now.
Why children sing "rain, rain, go away, come back another day!" beats the shit out of me. Rain's awesome. Who doesn't enjoy curling up with their boyfriend, drinking hot chocolate and being smothered with kisses? Sounds like the perfect way to spend a day, in my opinion. I absolutely love fall/winter =)
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[ Monday :: September 3rd, 2007 :: 5:26pm] |
"How can you stand so close to her like that?"
"It's not without effort," Edward answered calmly.
"But still—la tua cantante! What a waste!"
Edward chuckled once without humor. "I look at it more as a price."
Aro was skeptical. "A very high price."
"Opportunity cost."
- New Moon
For some reason, all references to econ makes me giggle. I miss Langley's :(
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[ Wednesday :: July 11th, 2007 :: 4:11pm] |
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Sometimes I wish I didn't have to fight this battle alone.
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[ Thursday :: May 31st, 2007 :: 8:40pm] |
I hate the 'no scratching' rule. It's like putting a candy bar in front of me and expecting me to not eat it. Man, what gives?
I hate hives. I'm still on a search as to what the fuck I'm allergic to. I think this would be easier if my mother were home, but alas, she doesn't come home for two more weeks. Argh!
Two more weeks and I'm free. And boy, does that sound great =)
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[ Saturday :: March 31st, 2007 :: 9:11am] |
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This may be an irrational decision but it is a decision I am intending to pursue.
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[ Thursday :: December 14th, 2006 :: 9:12pm] |
I've got four Cs. This is an all-time high.
Kind of bummed, but not, seeing as how I've done jack shit lately.
UP never should've accepted me so early, now all I do is crochet and text message. Maybe I'll try to be less lazy after break, maybe.
I should really re-think this "college" thing. Some people just aren't cut out for it, perhaps I am one.
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[ Sunday :: August 13th, 2006 :: 9:56pm] |
Ooh, this is a pretty nifty thing I snagged from another LJ.
Write your most honest opinion about me. Do you hate me, secretly love me, think I'm your absolute best friend; anything. I'd appreciate it if all my LJ friends took part in this, even those that do not update frequently. If you can read this then your thoughts matter. Be as creative, bashy or bitchy as you want. But remember: be honest.
I've disabled IP logging (http://www.livejournal.com/manage/comments/ [for reference)). Please comment anonymously.
Ehhh. Yeah.
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[ Wednesday :: April 19th, 2006 :: 1:12pm] |
Haha look, it's Amanda on Emiliza's journal!!!!
=)
I'm at her house.
She's too busy cooking to notice what I'm doing.
Ah, crap, here she comes.
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